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Oct. 9th, 2009 04:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dreamingpixelsI hate my life.
I missed two days of student teaching due to having the flu (and Dr. Moose suggested that it was the swine flu, even better).
Because of missing those two days, I may have to student teach for two days in Madrid AFTER Christmas break and placement 2.
Because of that, I may not even actually get my teacher certification until MAY.
We have no money, and while Bryan's working, I doubt it will be enough to pay rent, bills, and feed ourselves with.
I am so close to just saying "fuck it all, I'm not cut out for this" and quitting grad school so I can find a real job that will pay the bills while Bryan fritters away his time subbing and hoping for a teaching job. What was I thinking? Teachers are having a shitty time of it too, and are having troubles finding jobs. I can't even make it through student teaching without getting sick twice in a month, and getting so sick that I'm quarantined to my apartment.
Fuck my life.
I missed two days of student teaching due to having the flu (and Dr. Moose suggested that it was the swine flu, even better).
Because of missing those two days, I may have to student teach for two days in Madrid AFTER Christmas break and placement 2.
Because of that, I may not even actually get my teacher certification until MAY.
We have no money, and while Bryan's working, I doubt it will be enough to pay rent, bills, and feed ourselves with.
I am so close to just saying "fuck it all, I'm not cut out for this" and quitting grad school so I can find a real job that will pay the bills while Bryan fritters away his time subbing and hoping for a teaching job. What was I thinking? Teachers are having a shitty time of it too, and are having troubles finding jobs. I can't even make it through student teaching without getting sick twice in a month, and getting so sick that I'm quarantined to my apartment.
Fuck my life.
