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[dreamingpixels]

Not really awake yet. Hoping chai and Lady Gaga will fix that for me.

Went to the doctor yesterday to get a prescription for birth control, and found out that my disappearing libido is not the fault of the pills. May have to get blood tests - the disappearing libido could be a sign of something else. Guh.

Downloaded Lady Gaga's The Remix. It's good. Looking forward to working out to it, if I manage to get the exercise bike I saw at Walmart. I figure having some sort of exercise machine in my house will help me get more motivated about working out. I can literally wake up, drag myself to said exercise bike, and just go at it for a half hour or an hour or whatever.

I should go take a shower.

Comments

[shadowgate]

The disappearance of your libido could be a combination of the pill and stress. I know that before I got married I was up to my neck with planning, teaching, and report cards which meant sky-high stress. It sucks. *hugs* I hope that all is fine with you, Doctors poking you around is never fun!

[dreamingpixels]

The sucky thing about this is that I've been dealing with it for over a year now. I mean, I can count the times I've been intimate in the past year on one finger. :( My girlydoctor's tried different pills, to no avail. When I went in to get my prescriptions refilled, I mentioned it to my doctor, and he said "if being on the lowest dose birth control isn't fixing it, then it's not the birth control." Hopefully the underlying problem isn't something huge.

[shadowgate]

It's most likely stress. I recall you being very stressed out last year during the school year. Trust me when I say stress plays a strong contributing factor to your libido. It happened to me as well. Things have calmed down, so things are better.