dreamingpixels | (no subject)

I hate it when my sisters fight.

I hate it when my mom tells me she'd rather just die alone in peace.

I hate it when I feel helpless about a situation.

I miss Jo, and I want to spend time with her and my nephews and my brother in law (although if he mentions stuff from what he did to me in the past I will slap him).

I miss my mom, but she doesn't want anyone coming to visit for any length of time because it'll stress her out.

I miss Ruthie, but I want to punch her for being so insensitive to how Jo and I feel. (However, if I punch her, she'll break me in half.)