and it's back.

[dreamingpixels]

I've come to a realization today- I am a neurotic, screwed up mess who worries about everything and is much too harsh on herself. I screw up too often, I can't even afford to keep myself alive, I freak out over the littlest thing, I take horrible care of myself, and I'm just not worth anyone's time.

And I can't stop being the way I am, no matter how I try.

Comments

[technogoddess]

Ah! Welcome to the club! While I mostly feel pretty good about myself, I do have my moments, and I have been right where you are. Just keep going and BELIEVE that it will pass. It will. I'm sorry you're feeling down though :(

[mu]

*big hugs*

I know the feeling, if it makes you feel better. :(